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Dawunilodi kuchokera
YTS.MX

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Tsamba lovomerezeka la makanema a YIFY:
YTS.MX

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Inde?

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Ndikuwombera tsopano.

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Amabisala...

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ndipo amabwerera kumalo ophwanya malamulo nthawi ya 2.00 AM ...

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komwe amamangidwa ndi apolisi.

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Wanyamula zinthu izi...

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mfuti yokhala ndi zipolopolo 18...

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mpukutu wa tepi...

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chingwe...

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chingwe cha nsapato...

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masitoko achikazi...

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chokulitsa.

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Sakudziwa kuti wawombera kangati.

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Sangakumbukire kupha kwake.

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Alibe cholinga.

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Sakudziwa wozunzidwayo.

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Iye akukana kuti anakonza zakuba.

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Bwalo la milandu lasankha dokotala wamisala ...

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kuti aone mmene alili.

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Iye akulemba kalata yotsatirayi
kwa psychiatrist:

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Sindinganene chifukwa chomwe ndidalowa mnyumba muno.

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Sindikudziwa chifukwa chake ndinanena
"Ndikuwombera tsopano" kwa mkazi uyu.

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Ndinalibe dongosolo komanso zolinga.

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Zomwe zili m'manyuzipepala sizolondola.

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Ine ndinali ndi kumverera uku kokha, chinachake chiyenera kuchitika.

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Ndikumva chisoni ndi zomwe ndachita.

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Ndikupempha inu ndi bwalo kuti mundithandize.

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Katswiri wa zamaganizo
amalankhula mwachidziwitso chake chabwino ...

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kuti sipangakhale kupha
opanda cholinga.

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Akunena kuti woimbidwa mlanduyo ali bwino
ndi kuyang'anira ntchitoyo mokwanira.

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Zotsatira zake khoti likukana
kutumiza woimbidwa mlandu kwa psychologist ...

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namuweruza ndi kupha munthu;
kusweka kwa nyumba, kuwonongeka kwa zinthu ...

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ndi kukhala ndi zida
kundende zaka 10.

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Khoti ndilo lingaliro
kuti woimbidwa mlandu adakonza zakuba ...

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koma tsopano akukana ...

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kukhala ngati sadism ndi misala yamalingaliro ...

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kuti athawe chilango cha ukaidi.

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Monga iye sangakhoze kutsimikizira ...

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chifukwa m'mawu ake a zochita zake...

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zikuwonetsa bwino ...

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kuti mu unyamata wake
anayamba moyo wachifwamba.

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Iye anabadwa mu 1950.

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Mayi amasiyana ndi Atate
chifukwa iye ndi wakumwaimwa ndi wachiwawa.

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Mwanayo amakulira ku malo a agogo ake.

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Achita manyazi ndi mdzukulu wake
chifukwa iye anabadwa wapathengo.

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Amachita bwino ku pulaimale.

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Ndi mphunzitsi amaweruzidwa kukhala wosaona mtima.
Monga wagwidwa chifukwa chakuba.

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akhale wansembe.

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Agogowo anamutumiza ku nyumba ya amonke.

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Akagwidwa...

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kumenya nyama ndi mpeni...

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ayenera kuchoka ku nyumba ya amonke.

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Zitatha izi amatumizidwa kwa amayi ake.

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Bambo wopeza amatenga ulamuliro
pa maphunziro ...

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ndipo, movomerezana ndi amake
amalanga mnyamatayo.

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Pausinkhu wa zaka 14
anakumana ndi Anne Marie yemwe panthaŵiyo anali ndi zaka 45.

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Amamugwiritsa ntchito
kuti akhutiritse chilakolako chake cha masochistic.

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Ayenera kumumanga
ndiyeno kumumenya ndi kumukwapula thupi lonse.

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Pang'ono ndi pang'ono amasangalala ndi izi.

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Amamva chikhumbo chozunza ake
amayi ndi akazi ena monga chonchi.

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Koma choyamba akugwira nyama.

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Amawazunza ...

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ndipo amasangalala...

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akamanjenjemera ndi kulira mokweza.

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Amayi ali ndi nkhawa
mwana wake akhoza kumupha.

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Ndipotu...

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pa mkangano wopanda chifukwa chomveka
amamuvulaza ndi mabala angapo a mpeni.

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Amauza amayi ake, ali m'magazi,
ayenera kufa tsopano.

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Popanda passport amathawira ku Paris...

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kumene amamangidwa
ndi kuthamangitsidwa ndi apolisi.

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Aka ndi koyamba kuti avomereze zake
malingaliro omvetsa chisoni kwa dokotala woyeza.

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Komabe, dokotala amalephera kuzindikira mkhalidwewo.

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Iye akuganiza, kuti sadism sikupatula misala.

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Zofuna kupha,
akulamulidwa kukhala m'ndende zaka 4.

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Kwaulerenso...

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usiku wina ali mu town park anagwira chinsalu...

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anamudula mutu...

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namwa magazi ake.

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Ichi ndiye chochitika chokha ...

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sanagwidwe konse.

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Kupatula apo, waweruzidwa kasanu ndi kawiri
mpaka zaka ziwiri zikubwerazi.

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Anakumana ndi Susie F.

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Amapeza chuma chake payekha monga hule.

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Amalandila mazunzo osiyanasiyana...

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koma popanda chisangalalo chenicheni.

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Amamuyang'ana mobisa
ndi makasitomala ake.

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Sanazindikire matenda ake amisala.

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Sanachite zachiwawa kapena nkhanza kwa mkaziyo.

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Mopanda chenjezo,
adawombera wojambula Elisabeth D.

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Pazaka 10 zomwe ali m'ndende ...

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amakhala chete ndipo amazolowera.

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Pa 28 October
watulutsidwa m’ndende.

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Filimuyi imachokera pazochitika zenizeni.

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Mantha m'maso mwake ndi
mpeni pachifuwa.

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Ndiko kukumbukira kwanga komaliza kwa amayi anga.

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Ndicho chifukwa chake ndinayenera kupita
kundende zaka zinayi.

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Ngakhale adapulumuka.

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Pambuyo pake zidayenda bwino kwakanthawi.

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Mpaka ndinakumana ndi zaka 70.

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“O mulungu wanga” anali mawu ake omalizira.

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Ndiye iye anali atafa.

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Sindimamudziwa komanso sindinabe kalikonse.

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Lingaliro lotembereredwalo linali mwadzidzidzi.

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Ndinayenera kutero.

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Sindinathe kufotokoza izo.

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Choncho ndinakhala m’ndende kwa zaka 10.

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Ndiye akatswiri a zamaganizo
ndinachita chidwi ndi moyo wanga wamkati.

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Atandifunsa za maloto anga.
Ndinawauza za maluwa.

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Maluwa.

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Nthawi zonse maluwa basi.

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Kupatula apo, ndimatha kulota
m'malingaliro mwanga chilichonse chomwe ndimafuna.

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Zinandithandizira kuwongolera chikhumbo ichi ...

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ingosiyani zonse.

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Ndende ilipo imodzi
ukhoza bwino wekha.

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Koma kufuna kuzunza munthu,
ndicho chinthu chimodzi chimene ine sindikanakhoza kuchichotsa.

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Ngati muphatikiza zonse.

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Ndiye ndakhala kuseri kwa ndende
kuposa theka la moyo wanga.

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Kungoti, sindinaperekepo
mlandu chifukwa cha chisangalalo chenicheni.

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Nthawi zonse panali kanthu kakang'ono,
izo zinawonjezedwa kwa izo.

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Ndinadziwa, zidzachitikanso.

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Iyenera kutero.

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Koma nthawi ino sandipeza.

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Palibe amene anabwera kudzanditenga.

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Palibe banja. Palibe.

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Ndikadakhala wokondwa kwambiri.

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Sindinagone usiku wonse.

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Pomaliza mfulu.

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Ndinali ndi pulani ya konkire.

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Zambiri zidakhazikika.

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Tsopano kunali kofunikira kupeza munthu.

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Koma sindinkadziwa kumene ndinali.

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Ndakhala mtawuniyi kwa zaka 10.

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Kokha, kuseri kwa zitsulo simungathe kufika
kudziwa mzinda.

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Funso langa loyamba linali: kupita kuti?

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Ndinaganiza:
mungakumane ndi munthu kuti?

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Choncho ndinapita woyamba
khofi yomwe inali yotsegula.

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Panali atsikana awiri okongola
atakhala mmenemo.

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Iwo anali adakali aang'ono kwambiri.

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Koma zimenezo zikanathandiza.

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Ndinadzimva kukhala wovuta, kuvala monga ine ndinaliri.

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Koma pambuyo pa zaka 10 m'ndende,
inu simungakhoze kuvala zamakono.

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Iwo anandiyang'ana.

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Ndinali pa izo nthawi yomweyo.

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Anandikwiyitsa kwenikweni.

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Nthawi yomweyo maganizo anga anayamba kusokonezeka.

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Ndinadzifunsa kuti ndingawafikire bwanji.

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Zimenezo zinandisangalatsa kwambiri.

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00:16:23,483 --> 00:16:26,528
Nthawi yomweyo ndinalingalira zinthu zazikulu kwambiri.

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Koma zikanapangitsa zochuluka kwambiri
chidwi mu shopu ya khofi.

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Aliyense akanatimva.

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Umenewo sunali mwayi wabwino.

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Zinali zofunikira kwambiri
kupeza malo abata...

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00:17:27,213 --> 00:17:29,674
ndipo chirichonse chikadayenda bwino.

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00:17:31,718 --> 00:17:34,012
Ndiyeno mwangozi zinandithandiza.

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- Kuti?

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Patsogolo, chonde.

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Mwayi mu taxi unali wabwino.

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Sikukanakhala kuba,
Sindinkakonda ndalama.

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Mayiyu anandikumbutsa
bwenzi langa loyamba, Anna-Marie.

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Hule lenileni.

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00:18:31,945 --> 00:18:35,490
Panthawiyo ndinali ndi zaka 14, ndipo iye anali
wamkulu kwambiri kuposa ine.

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Iwo akanatha kukhala mayi anga.

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00:18:39,619 --> 00:18:41,996
Tinakhala pa benchi ku park.

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00:18:42,789 --> 00:18:44,874
Ndinayenera kuchotsa nsapato.

167
00:18:45,375 --> 00:18:48,211
Anandichotsa nsapatoyo.
- Mukutani?

168
00:18:49,254 --> 00:18:51,631
Amangondibwezera kwa ine...

169
00:18:51,923 --> 00:18:54,592
ngati ndidamupsopsona
- Mukuchita chiyani kumeneko?

170
00:18:54,884 --> 00:18:57,679
Kenako Anna-Marie ananditengera kunyumba.

171
00:18:57,971 --> 00:18:59,472
Anandinyengerera.

172
00:18:59,764 --> 00:19:02,642
Apa ndipamene ndinatha kukhala okangalika
kwa nthawi yoyamba.

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00:19:03,393 --> 00:19:06,813
Poyamba ndinamumanga, kenako ndinamusindikiza
kutseka pakamwa pake...

174
00:19:07,272 --> 00:19:08,898
ndiye ndinamumenya.

175
00:19:09,566 --> 00:19:12,152
Ndi lamba ndipo kenako ndi chikwapu chenicheni.

176
00:19:13,403 --> 00:19:15,238
Sanathe kupeza zokwanira.

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00:19:15,822 --> 00:19:17,907
Ndinasangalala nazo kwambiri.

178
00:19:18,533 --> 00:19:22,120
Ndinakhala kapolo wa Anna-Marie,
ndipo zinandisangalatsa kwambiri.

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00:19:23,913 --> 00:19:25,665
Hei! Mukutani!!

180
00:21:34,961 --> 00:21:37,005
Palibe amene ananditsatira.

181
00:21:38,172 --> 00:21:42,218
Koti ndi motalika bwanji
Ndikhoza kuthamanga, sindikudziwa.

182
00:21:43,303 --> 00:21:45,346
Malo amenewo sindimawadziwa.

183
00:21:45,763 --> 00:21:47,640
Sindikadakhalapo kumeneko.

184
00:23:23,945 --> 00:23:26,364
Kwa ine nyumbayo inkaoneka yabwinja.

185
00:23:27,198 --> 00:23:29,909
Sindinali wotsimikiza ngati munali munthu m'menemo.

186
00:23:58,646 --> 00:24:00,690
Ndinaona palibe munthu...

187
00:24:00,982 --> 00:24:02,775
ndipo sanamve kalikonse.

188
00:24:09,490 --> 00:24:11,784
Palibe mzimu wa munthu pafupi.

189
00:24:16,914 --> 00:24:19,959
Ndinaganiza, ameneyo ndi paradaiso kwa ine.

190
00:24:37,310 --> 00:24:39,979
Nyumbayo inali yotetezedwa bwino
pafupi ndi paki ndi mitengo.

191
00:24:40,563 --> 00:24:42,940
Sindinayenera kuchita mantha
za aneba pano.

192
00:24:43,941 --> 00:24:45,943
Malowa anali abwino kwambiri.

193
00:24:46,652 --> 00:24:48,779
Palibe chowopsa chowonedwa pano.

194
00:27:03,748 --> 00:27:05,791
Ndinkalephera kupuma.

195
00:27:08,127 --> 00:27:09,920
Ndinasangalala kwambiri.

196
00:27:18,429 --> 00:27:21,057
Mwayi wokumana ndi munthu muno...

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00:27:21,349 --> 00:27:23,225
pafupifupi kundichititsa misala.

198
00:27:29,440 --> 00:27:32,985
Ndinaganiza, sindikanatha kutenga nthawi yayitali.

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00:28:18,906 --> 00:28:21,742
Ndinali wotsimikiza kuti pali winawake amene amakhala muno.

200
00:28:24,537 --> 00:28:25,830
Wozunzidwa wanga.

201
00:28:28,791 --> 00:28:30,418
Ndinachita mantha.

202
00:28:34,797 --> 00:28:36,257
Adadi?

203
00:28:39,051 --> 00:28:40,386
Osati wa lamulo.

204
00:28:41,804 --> 00:28:47,226
Ndinali mumkhalidwe wamalingaliro omwe samaphatikizapo
logic iliyonse.

205
00:28:51,147 --> 00:28:53,399
Ndinadziopa ndekha.

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00:29:00,406 --> 00:29:03,033
Kale m'moyo wanga,
Ndinali ndi mantha aakulu.

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00:29:04,285 --> 00:29:07,955
Mwachitsanzo, ndili mwana zinali zosatheka
kuti ndikhale ndekha mchipinda.

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00:29:17,006 --> 00:29:22,928
Agogo anga nthawi ina ananditsekera
ndekha m’chipinda chamdima kwa usiku wonse.

209
00:29:24,638 --> 00:29:27,057
Ndinkaganiza kuti akufuna kundipha.

210
00:29:37,651 --> 00:29:39,695
Kuti ndifa ndi mantha.

211
00:29:45,159 --> 00:29:47,369
Chinthu chokha chimene chinandithandiza
anali mawu amenewo.

212
00:30:21,111 --> 00:30:22,738
Ndili ndi mwayi wotani.

213
00:30:23,239 --> 00:30:24,782
Ndili ndi mwayi wotani.

214
00:30:25,199 --> 00:30:27,201
Nyumbayi inali yabwino kwa ine.

215
00:30:31,330 --> 00:30:33,499
Dongosolo langa lingagwire ntchito.

216
00:33:39,476 --> 00:33:40,477
Amayi.

217
00:33:40,811 --> 00:33:42,271
Adadi ali pano.

218
00:33:42,563 --> 00:33:45,691
Musakhale opusa, adamwalira kalekale.

219
00:34:23,312 --> 00:34:26,565
Ndili mwana, ndinkachita mantha nthawi zonse.

220
00:34:27,649 --> 00:34:30,986
Poyamba amayi anathamangitsa bambo anga.

221
00:34:36,658 --> 00:34:39,453
Kenako ankakhala ndi mwamuna wina.

222
00:34:40,287 --> 00:34:41,705
Bambo anga ondipeza.

223
00:34:42,289 --> 00:34:44,583
Ndipo anayesa kundipha.

224
00:34:45,626 --> 00:34:47,753
Anandikulunga matewera onyowa ...

225
00:34:48,045 --> 00:34:49,755
ndi kundiika patsogolo pa zenera lotseguka.

226
00:34:50,714 --> 00:34:54,176
Choncho ndiyenera kuzizira pawindo
ndi kuzizira mpaka kufa.

227
00:35:01,308 --> 00:35:02,768
Sylvia!

228
00:35:11,568 --> 00:35:12,486
Sylvia...

229
00:35:14,071 --> 00:35:15,155
Sylvia...

230
00:35:33,632 --> 00:35:36,635
Sindinali wotetezeka ndi amayi anga.

231
00:35:38,178 --> 00:35:40,139
Iye ankadana ndi anyamata.

232
00:35:43,642 --> 00:35:48,438
Kwa amayi anga, ndinali chifukwa
kutenga mtsikana.

233
00:35:49,606 --> 00:35:51,817
Sanafune mnyamata ngati ine.

234
00:35:53,026 --> 00:35:57,072
Anayamba kutengeka maganizo
kwa mlongo wanga.

235
00:36:09,668 --> 00:36:11,628
Sindinakhalepo chifukwa cha iye.

236
00:36:12,546 --> 00:36:16,175
Mlongo wanga akanatha
chirichonse chimene iye ankafuna.

237
00:36:30,314 --> 00:36:32,858
Mayi anga ankangoseka.

238
00:36:35,194 --> 00:36:38,697
Koma nthawi ina ndinagwira mlongo wanga ali yekha.

239
00:36:39,865 --> 00:36:42,159
Ndinamupatsadi pamenepo.

240
00:36:42,701 --> 00:36:44,703
Ndinkafuna kumumenya mpaka kufa.

241
00:36:44,995 --> 00:36:48,498
M’maso mwake ndinaona kuti amandiopa.

242
00:36:48,790 --> 00:36:51,335
Zimenezo zinandisangalatsa kwambiri.

243
00:36:57,257 --> 00:37:02,137
Chifukwa mayi anga sanandifune.
Ndinakulira kwa agogo anga.

244
00:37:04,389 --> 00:37:08,310
Koma nthawi zonse ankangonena kuti
anachita manyazi ndi ine.

245
00:37:08,810 --> 00:37:11,188
Kuti ndinali wamanyazi kwa banja lonse.

246
00:37:12,231 --> 00:37:14,233
Chifukwa ndinali mwana wapathengo.

247
00:37:24,576 --> 00:37:26,453
Iye anali wachipembedzo modabwitsa...

248
00:37:27,246 --> 00:37:30,582
ndi kuchotsa cholakwacho,
ananditumiza kunyumba ya masisitere.

249
00:37:33,919 --> 00:37:35,712
Sindinkafuna.

250
00:37:40,634 --> 00:37:42,844
Koma ndinayenera kukhala wansembe.

251
00:38:21,800 --> 00:38:24,511
Ife ana asukulu tinkakhala kunyumba ya masisitere...

252
00:38:25,554 --> 00:38:29,016
ndipo masisitere ndi ansembe anali ndi famu kumeneko.

253
00:38:30,058 --> 00:38:32,144
Kumeneko kunali nyama zamitundumitundu.

254
00:38:32,811 --> 00:38:36,732
Tsiku lina masana, ndinazembera m’khola mwakabisira...

255
00:38:37,107 --> 00:38:41,862
ndipo adagwiritsa ntchito mpeni mpaka magazi adatuluka.

256
00:38:43,196 --> 00:38:44,614
Inali nkhumba.

257
00:38:45,324 --> 00:38:51,330
Izo zinkandiopa ine ndipo zinkasisima kwambiri
kuti asisitere anadza nandigwira.

258
00:39:18,774 --> 00:39:21,860
Izi zitachitika ndinayenera kuchoka
nyumba ya masisitere.

259
00:39:24,446 --> 00:39:28,116
Kwa agogo anga dziko linagwa.

260
00:39:28,742 --> 00:39:30,744
Iye anali wachipembedzo kwambiri.

261
00:39:31,745 --> 00:39:34,039
Tsopano sindinkaloledwanso
kukhala wansembe.

262
00:40:56,496 --> 00:40:59,624
Zitachitika zomwe zidachitika kunyumba ya masisitere,
mayi anga anati...

263
00:41:00,375 --> 00:41:02,961
kuti banja langa liyenera kundiopa.

264
00:41:05,464 --> 00:41:07,924
Kwa iye tsopano ndinali chilombo.

265
00:41:11,261 --> 00:41:15,015
Anandilanga posandilola
ndibwerera kwa agogo anga.

266
00:41:20,145 --> 00:41:24,399
Zinali choncho chifukwa bambo anga ondipeza anasankha
kuti nditengere maphunziro anga.

267
00:41:27,235 --> 00:41:28,987
Koma ankadana nane.

268
00:41:30,864 --> 00:41:33,074
Nthawi zonse anali wabwino kwa mlongo wanga.

269
00:41:34,951 --> 00:41:37,162
Koma sanathe kundipirira.

270
00:41:37,454 --> 00:41:40,123
Sanachitidwepo zoipa.

271
00:41:41,791 --> 00:41:46,004
Nthawi ina adandimenya kwambiri,
kuti ndimayenera kukwawa pansi.

272
00:41:47,005 --> 00:41:51,301
Mayi anga ndi mlongo wanga anangoima pamenepo
ndipo anandiseka.

273
00:43:59,220 --> 00:44:01,973
Ndinkafuna kubwezera bambo anga ondipeza.

274
00:44:04,142 --> 00:44:06,811
Ndinkafuna kumupha chifukwa cha ukali.

275
00:44:07,979 --> 00:44:09,189
Adadi.

276
00:44:09,481 --> 00:44:11,191
Koma ndinali wofooka kwambiri.

277
00:44:11,524 --> 00:44:13,151
Sol anayenera kuthawa kunyumba.

278
00:44:13,526 --> 00:44:15,445
Ndinagona ku park.

279
00:44:16,696 --> 00:44:18,990
Kumeneko ndinaona chinsalu.

280
00:44:23,286 --> 00:44:25,330
Poyamba ndinachinyonga.

281
00:44:26,039 --> 00:44:27,957
Kenako ndinadula mutu wake.

282
00:44:31,336 --> 00:44:35,674
Anathamangitsidwa m'gulu la nkhosa ndi
sanabwerere nawo m'madzi.

283
00:44:36,383 --> 00:44:39,469
Imakhala yokha yokha pakona ya pakiyo.

284
00:44:40,679 --> 00:44:42,472
Linakonda kwambiri anthu.

285
00:44:42,931 --> 00:44:44,849
Koma izo zinkandiopa ine.

286
00:44:46,309 --> 00:44:50,146
Ndinaganiza, kuti ndinali kubwezera wanga ndiye.

287
00:45:47,245 --> 00:45:49,205
Chirichonse chinalakwika.

288
00:45:53,209 --> 00:45:54,753
Chilichonse chinachitika mofulumira kwambiri.

289
00:45:58,256 --> 00:46:01,259
Ndinali kuganiza mosiyana.

290
00:46:01,593 --> 00:46:03,845
Zambiri, zochititsa chidwi kwambiri.

291
00:46:07,515 --> 00:46:11,102
Tsopano ndinafuna kumamatira ku dongosolo langa.

292
00:46:11,936 --> 00:46:15,398
Choyamba, mayi ayenera kukaona mwana wake wakufayo.

293
00:46:16,232 --> 00:46:18,234
Ayenera kuyang'anitsitsa mosamala kwambiri ...

294
00:46:18,526 --> 00:46:20,862
momwe sanathenso kusuntha.

295
00:46:21,654 --> 00:46:23,865
Zimenezi zikanamuphunzitsa ulemu.

296
00:46:27,535 --> 00:46:31,247
Koma iye sanalinso kusuntha.

297
00:46:37,587 --> 00:46:40,882
Ndinkaganiza kuti akundichitira chipongwe.

298
00:46:41,466 --> 00:46:44,302
Mofanana ndi nkhandwe, imene imanamizira kuti yafa.

299
00:46:47,931 --> 00:46:50,892
Ndinkaganiza kuti akunamizira.

300
00:46:55,772 --> 00:47:00,777
Ndiye ine ndinazindikira, apo kwenikweni
chinachake cholakwika ndi iye.

301
00:47:07,826 --> 00:47:10,453
Palibe amene angachite bwino choncho.

302
00:47:11,204 --> 00:47:13,289
Izo zosatheka.

303
00:47:15,124 --> 00:47:17,669
Koma sayenera kukomoka.

304
00:47:18,628 --> 00:47:21,172
Anayenera kukumana ndi gawo lililonse
mosamalitsa kwambiri.

305
00:47:31,850 --> 00:47:34,269
Ndinalephera kudziletsa.

306
00:47:38,147 --> 00:47:39,524
Tsoka!

307
00:47:41,025 --> 00:47:42,944
Zimenezo sizikanatheka kwa ine.

308
00:47:43,236 --> 00:47:44,195
Mukutani?

309
00:47:45,780 --> 00:47:47,240
Mayi akudwala.

310
00:47:48,741 --> 00:47:50,243
Akufunika mankhwala ake...

311
00:47:51,661 --> 00:47:53,204
kukhitchini.

312
00:48:04,382 --> 00:48:06,885
Amatha kundithandiza.
- Chonde.

313
00:48:26,070 --> 00:48:29,324
Wachikulireyo adayenera kukhala ozindikira,
ziribe kanthu.

314
00:48:30,283 --> 00:48:32,285
Ndinkafuna kumunyonga.

315
00:48:33,119 --> 00:48:38,291
Ndipo mwana wamkaziyo ayenera kuyang'ana
momwe amayi ake anafera pang'onopang'ono.

316
00:48:39,042 --> 00:48:42,253
Ayenera kuona tanthauzo la kufa.

317
00:49:01,731 --> 00:49:04,400
Wachichepereyo anayesa kundigwira.

318
00:49:04,901 --> 00:49:09,238
Mwina ankandikonda kwambiri kapena iye
anali kungoyesa kudzipulumutsa yekha.

319
00:49:09,614 --> 00:49:13,159
Koma izo zinalibe kanthu, iye basi
sindinachidziwebe.

320
00:49:20,249 --> 00:49:23,127
Ndinamukonzera chinachake chapadera kwambiri.

321
00:49:23,586 --> 00:49:26,673
Iye akanatenga kwambiri, izo zinali zoonekeratu.

322
00:49:27,632 --> 00:49:31,052
Chinthu ndi iye chikhala
wapadera kwambiri.

323
00:49:32,303 --> 00:49:35,348
Kukhitchini ndinali nditazindikira kale
zida zosiyanasiyana.

324
00:49:36,975 --> 00:49:39,519
Ndi iye, ndichita kwambiri
ndendende.

325
00:49:39,852 --> 00:49:43,690
Ndendende zomwe ndimaganiza nthawi zonse.

326
00:49:49,445 --> 00:49:51,948
Koma choyamba ndinayenera kudzutsa yakaleyo.

327
00:50:04,127 --> 00:50:06,921
Anayenera kutsitsimukanso.

328
00:50:16,431 --> 00:50:19,809
Pambuyo pake, iye ankayenera kutero
Limani ndi kundiopa.

329
00:50:25,189 --> 00:50:29,152
Kenako mwana wamkaziyo ankayenera kuonera
mmene akanafera.

330
00:50:40,413 --> 00:50:42,749
Sangathe kusiya.

331
00:50:44,625 --> 00:50:46,127
Monga choncho.

332
00:50:48,337 --> 00:50:50,381
Ndinamumaliza.

333
00:51:00,808 --> 00:51:03,811
Tsopano panali mtsikana yekha amene anatsala.

334
00:51:32,548 --> 00:51:33,382
Inu!

335
00:51:37,512 --> 00:51:38,262
Inu.

336
00:51:58,241 --> 00:51:58,866
Inu.

337
00:52:33,568 --> 00:52:34,402
Inu.

338
00:52:48,583 --> 00:52:50,960
Inu...Inu.

339
01:00:24,121 --> 01:00:27,791
Sindinafune kusiya mitembo
m'nyumba momwemo.

340
01:03:25,594 --> 01:03:30,432
Ndinaganiza zopita ndi banjali.

341
01:03:38,857 --> 01:03:42,444
Lingaliro, kuti ndikhoza kukhala nalo
mitembo ndi ine nthawi zonse ...

342
01:03:42,736 --> 01:03:45,155
zinandisangalatsa kwambiri.

343
01:04:01,338 --> 01:04:03,966
Palibe chilichonse chomwe sindikanachoka popanda iwo.

344
01:04:05,050 --> 01:04:08,637
Ndinali ndi mapulani anga ndi mitembo.

345
01:04:33,370 --> 01:04:38,292
Ndinatsimikiza kuti zonsezi
chinali chiyambi chabe.

346
01:04:39,501 --> 01:04:43,171
Ndinkafuna kuti ndikwaniritse malingaliro anga.

347
01:04:43,797 --> 01:04:47,926
Panthawiyo, ndinalibe nazo ntchito
kumene izo zikanatsogolera.

348
01:04:49,052 --> 01:04:51,263
Sindinaganizepo za izo.

349
01:04:51,680 --> 01:04:54,558
Ndinkafuna kupeza ozunzidwa atsopano
posachedwa.

350
01:04:55,142 --> 01:04:57,269
Ndinapenga nazo.

351
01:04:58,186 --> 01:05:01,231
Ndinapanga dongosolo latsopano.

352
01:05:06,236 --> 01:05:09,406
Ndinkafuna kusonyeza mitembo
kwa ozunzidwa atsopano.

353
01:05:10,032 --> 01:05:14,328
Ndinatsimikiza kuti ndikhoza
kuwawopsyeza iwo kwenikweni ndi zimenezo.

354
01:05:20,208 --> 01:05:25,422
Ndinali ndi maganizo oti nditsekera chatsopanocho
ophedwa pamodzi ndi mitembo.

355
01:05:30,302 --> 01:05:33,180
Zimenezo zingawawopsyeze kwambiri.

356
01:05:34,056 --> 01:05:36,725
Ena akanafadi ndi mantha.

357
01:05:37,434 --> 01:05:41,480
Iwo sakanakhoza kupirira kuzunzidwa mwanjira imeneyo.

358
01:05:47,527 --> 01:05:50,322
Ndiyeno ndinkawamaliza.

359
01:13:55,640 --> 01:13:58,268
Pambuyo pakuchitako ndidamva bwino kwambiri.

360
01:13:59,185 --> 01:14:01,104
Mutu wanga unayamba kupepuka.

361
01:14:03,022 --> 01:14:05,525
Komanso thupi langa lonse linkakhala lopepuka.

362
01:14:06,067 --> 01:14:09,154
Ndinaganiza kuti chirichonse
Ndinachita zinali zophweka tsopano.

363
01:14:10,280 --> 01:14:12,157
Ngati ndikuyandama.

364
01:14:20,498 --> 01:14:24,836
Ndinali wowala, inde ngakhale mosangalala.

365
01:14:33,261 --> 01:14:35,972
Inde ndinadziwa kuti mkhalidwe wamaganizo umenewu...

366
01:14:36,264 --> 01:14:38,975
mpumulo uwu, sutenga nthawi yayitali ...

367
01:14:39,767 --> 01:14:42,479
kuti chilakolakocho chibwerera.

368
01:16:42,599 --> 01:16:43,766
Hei!

369
01:16:44,100 --> 01:16:45,476
Hei!

370
01:16:45,810 --> 01:16:48,146
Hei, chokani pamenepo!

371
01:16:48,479 --> 01:16:51,149
Chokanimo kale!

372
01:16:53,693 --> 01:16:55,028
Hei!

373
01:16:57,113 --> 01:16:58,865
Inu!

374
01:18:54,188 --> 01:18:57,066
Sindingachitire chifundo ozunzidwa.

375
01:18:57,942 --> 01:18:59,444
Ndinkafuna kupitiriza kupha.

376
01:19:11,456 --> 01:19:13,916
Ndinali kale ndi dongosolo langwiro.

377
01:20:16,187 --> 01:20:18,731
Atsikana awiri aja anali atakhalanso pamenepo.

378
01:20:19,690 --> 01:20:21,359
Ndinali pa izo nthawi yomweyo.

379
01:20:35,289 --> 01:20:38,584
Nthawi yomweyo maganizo anga anayamba kusokonezeka.

380
01:20:48,845 --> 01:20:50,596
Zinali zosatsutsika.

381
01:20:51,430 --> 01:20:52,890
Zodabwitsa basi.

382
01:21:04,193 --> 01:21:05,945
Ndinaganiza.

383
01:21:07,488 --> 01:21:09,615
Kodi ndikanawafikira bwanji?

384
01:21:14,787 --> 01:21:16,205
Kenako ndinaganiza...

385
01:21:16,622 --> 01:21:18,583
Ndiwatenga onse.

386
01:21:28,342 --> 01:21:31,345
Nditenga onse anayi,
pakali pano, pomwe pano.

387
01:23:05,106 --> 01:23:06,565
- Ndiwonetseni kulembetsa kwanu.

388
01:23:08,359 --> 01:23:10,486
Ndilibe chochita nazo!

389
01:23:15,574 --> 01:23:16,826
- Kulembetsa!

390
01:23:17,243 --> 01:23:20,621
Ndinatenga galimoto kwa munthu wina,
Sindikudziwa kuti zidachitika bwanji.

391
01:23:20,913 --> 01:23:23,165
- Sindisamala, ndiwonetseni kulembetsa kwanu!
Ine...

392
01:23:23,457 --> 01:23:24,792
Bwanji tsopano?

393
01:23:25,376 --> 01:23:30,256
- Kodi muli ndi kalembera kapena ayi?
Si vuto langa, imeneyo si galimoto yanga...

394
01:23:32,383 --> 01:23:34,552
- Sindisamala, ndiwonetseni kulembetsa kwanu.

395
01:23:34,885 --> 01:23:37,138
Nthawiyo inali yosangalatsa kwambiri.

396
01:23:38,305 --> 01:23:40,224
Zinandisangalatsa kwambiri.

397
01:23:40,725 --> 01:23:44,145
Koma ndilibe chochita nazo!
- Tsegulani thunthu!

398
01:23:44,520 --> 01:23:47,231
Tsopano aliyense achita mantha mpaka kufa.

399
01:23:51,068 --> 01:23:53,279
Tsopano aliyense akundiopa.

400
01:23:53,779 --> 01:23:55,489
Ndine wotchuka.

401
01:23:56,323 --> 01:23:58,451
Ndizomvetsa chisoni atsikana amenewo.

402
01:23:58,743 --> 01:24:00,953
Imeneyo ikanakhala tango yabwino.

403
01:24:05,750 --> 01:24:08,794
Kuchokera kumalingaliro a psychiatric:

404
01:24:09,545 --> 01:24:12,798
Wodwalayo anakonza ndi kudzipereka
mlanduwo ukudziwa ...

405
01:24:13,090 --> 01:24:17,678
kupeza chikhutiro chakuthupi.

406
01:24:18,471 --> 01:24:21,807
Umunthu wake ndi wodalirika komanso wopotoka.

407
01:24:22,308 --> 01:24:26,395
Kusokonezeka maganizo koipitsitsa
ndi kutchulidwa sadism.

408
01:24:26,854 --> 01:24:30,441
Komabe matenda amisala
sikunali zowawitsa.

409
01:24:31,150 --> 01:24:33,444
Kuti pomupweteka winawake
komanso pogwiritsa ntchito ziwawa...

410
01:24:33,736 --> 01:24:37,698
pa anthu ena,
akhoza kukhala okondwa pogonana ...

411
01:24:38,115 --> 01:24:41,327
izi zidadziwika kwa wodwala
kuyambira ali mwana.

412
01:24:42,161 --> 01:24:45,247
Ubale wake ndi anthu wasokonezeka kwambiri.

413
01:24:45,664 --> 01:24:51,754
Izi zili choncho chifukwa ndili mwana
anasiyidwa ndi amayi...

414
01:24:52,046 --> 01:24:56,300
ndipo pambuyo pake sakanadziwanso banja lokhazikika.

415
01:24:56,759 --> 01:24:59,386
Wodwalayo ali ndi udindo zana ...

416
01:24:59,887 --> 01:25:04,141
koma munthu sanganene zolakwa
m'lingaliro wamba ndi nkhaniyi.

417
01:25:04,558 --> 01:25:08,229
Chiyembekezo cha chilango
sanamuletse kupha.

418
01:25:09,438 --> 01:25:11,857
Chigamulo m'malo mwa anthu:

419
01:25:12,399 --> 01:25:14,902
Kumangidwa moyo wonse.